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+BASICS+

(1) name - mara
(2) piercings - 4. two each ear.
(3) tattoos - none
(4) height- 5'5 or 5'6ü
(5) shoe size- 8-9
(6) hair color- jet black
(7) length- LONG
(8) siblings- an older brother and a younger sister.

+LAST+

(9) movie you rented- i dont rent!ü
(10) movie you bought- iuno. long time agoo!ü
(11) song you listened to- kahit na -brigdeü
(12) song that was stuck in your head- see #12.
(13) CD you bought- 6cm n rivermaya.
(14) CD you listened to- mymp
(15) person you've called- gino
(16) person that's called you -gino
(17) TV show you've watched- mr. bean cartoons
(18) person you were thinking of- how to loose weight.

+DO+

(19) you have a bf or gf- none
(20) you have a crush on someone- yesü
(21) you wish you could live somewhere else- naahhh.
(22) you think about suicide - yes. but ive got no plans on doing it.
(23) you believe in online dating? nope.
(24) others find you attractive- i dont know.
(25) you want more piercings- yup! a tongue ring!
(26) you drink- yes
(27) you do drugs- no
(28) you smoke-
tried.(29) you like cleaning- cleaning what?
(30) you like roller coasters- YES!ü
(31) you write in cursive or print- print.!ü
(32) you carry a donor card - nope

+FOR OR AGAINST+

(33) long distance relationships- it could work. pro it would take alot of sacrifices.
(34) using someone- for small things. eehehü (35) killing people- NO
(36) teenage smoking-its bad. but who could stop them..
(37) premarital sex- as long as its safe.ü ahaha.
(38) driving drunk- against.
(39) gay/lesbian relationship- nuetral.ü
(40) soap operas- hmmm?

+FAVORITE+

(41) food- PASTA!!!
(42) song- anything that is pleasant to my ears!ü
(43) thing to do- SLEEP!
(44) thing to talk about- hmm... ahaha
(45) sport- none.ü patagaln matulog .
(46) drink- h2oü
(47) clothes- capris and skirts.
(48) movie – oceans 11
(49) band/singer- c bamboo!ü
(50) holiday- hmm? i dunoe.

+HAVE YOU+

(51) ever cried over a guy/girl- YES
(52) ever lied to someone - yeah
(53) ever been in a fist fight- nope
(54) ever been arrested- nope!

+NUMBER+

(55) of times I have been in love? once
(56) of times I have had my heart broken? once
(57) of hearts I have broken? none.
(61) of people I could trust with my life? very very few.
(62) of people I consider my enemies? hmm? none
(63) of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? ZERO!
(64) of scars on my body? 3
(65) of things in my past that I regret? ALOT!.

+FAVORITE+

(66) Disney movie- anastacia
(67) scent- ralph blue
(68) word (s)- HALA!
(69) nickname- lexie.ü
(70) eye color- hazel
(71) flower- lily
(72) piercing- ???

+DO YOU THINK YOU ARE+

(73) pretty- no comment
(74) funny- steady.
(75) hot- nahh
(76) friendly- friendly to some, MATARAY to alot.
(77) amusing- hmm?
(78) ugly- no comment
(79) loveable- i guess
(80) pessimistic- sometimes
(81) optimistic- sometimes too!ü
(82) caring- yes.
(83) sweet- I can be.
(84) asshole- nope. a bitch.

+RANDOM+

(85) Spell your first name back wards- aram
(86) The story behind your user name- mahaba eh.ü
(87) Are you straight? hell yeah.
(88) Where do you live? manila.
(89) 4 words that sum you up- girl who loves sleeping.

+DESCRIBE YOUR+

(90) Wallet- long and yellow greenü
(91) Hairbrush- its my magic suklay. its made of wood.
(92) Toothbrush- its especially made for braces.
(93) Jewelry worn daily- earings, necklace and a watch.
(95) Handbag- ?
(96) Favorite band shirt- none
(97) CD in stereo right now – walang laman eh
(98) What you are wearing now- my boxers and a tank top
(99) Hair- pang bagong gcng! ahaahü
(100) Make up- none

+WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)+

(101) In my mouth- teeth, tongue, saliva, braces.
(102) In my head – him.
(103) Wishing- hmmm?
(104) After this- il sleep again
(105) Talking to – myslelf.
(106) Eating- nothing
(107) Fetish- none
(108) Person you wish you were with right now – c anuü ahaha
(109) Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month – none. next month! PROM!
(110) Something that you are deathly afraid of- pagibig.
(111) Do you like candles- not really.
(112) Do you like the taste of blood – nopE!
(113) Do you believe in love- yeah.
(114) Do you believe in soul mates – yeah.
(115) Do you believe in love at first sight- anything is possible.
(116) Do you believe in God- of course.

huwat. sobrang long surrvey!ü eheeh. no classes toooday kasi report card dy.. oh uh!!ü i got low low low low grades. especially in english! argh. screw norse methology and ragnarok!ü waaaaaahü

ahaha. how sad. *tas tumatawa* wirdo.

weeeeeee. wala lng. computer time at school and im not doing anything. ehehe. ü im weird and yeah, i know that.

so anyway, you know the saying "first LOVE never dies"? ahahü, totoo ata un eh. well, for my friend that is. since she doesnt want to let go of a certain person i know of. ahaha. ang labo nga eh, hinde nga siya ung girlfriend eh, cia ung FRIEND nang GIRLFRIEND.haha. ang cute nga eh. ü etoh ung conversation. ehheeü

friend : oh ****, what`s up wit ******?
x-girlfriend : ahh. wala. wala na kami eh.
friend : may bago na? c **** noh?
x-girlfriend : uhm oo. mejo, wala na talaga kay ****** eh.
friend : nyeh. wala un, basta ako, ****** parin. bsta bsta. SIYA PARIN! na kahit years from now, KAYO parin.
x-girlfriend : ahaha. uLOL angge!ü FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES AH!
friend : huh? sayo? so love mo pa nga?
x-girlfriend: huh? sayo!ü as in first love never dies for you. ahaha *x ko mahal mo pa!* hahaahahahahaü

so un, i dunoe if you guys get that stupid conversation. :p pero un nga. FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES!ü

weeeeeeeü im sooo stupid. i failed 2 subjects nung test! ahha. stupid physics and english!ü ayoooookooooo naaaaü ahahahah.

dismissal na! ehehe. ü bye bye!ü ahahah

hey. i miss you na. its been quite awhile since we've talked. as in. ung totoong usap. now, all we do is pass chain letters to each other.

i miss the times when i was with you, times when we would just walk around and do nothing, times when you`d hold my hand, times when you would kiss me sa forehead kasi "wala lang", times when you`d grin at me and show me your *seriously* NICE teeth, times we'd play around not caring what people aroound us would think, times when we had our picture taken sa photo-me. (kilala na tyo nung guy), times i`d start a fight with you kasi ayaw ko pa-kalbo ka, times when i would play with you hair, times when we`d watch a movie, times when we would look at each other and simply smile. *ü*, times when you`d go to my house after school. (ateneo-pque.. layo un ah!ü), times when we'd take loads of pics sa phone ko para mukhang "picture-perfect". haaaaaaaii. i mish that naü

you remember when we first met? you tapped my shoulder not sure if it was really me, (carisa was there too), when you 1st kissed me? (hahaha. patalo un), when you took care of me when i was hella drunk?, when you made me coffee to make to sober?, when you told my mom straight up that you LOVE me?, when we stayed at the park up to 12am and played tag w/ your bestfriend and my cousin?, when we went to the nina-concert and there was coup-de-tah?(kudeta ata yan ehü you were seriously scared, ang you PANICKED.), when i went to your fair and all we did was walk?, when you went to my house at 8am?, when i met your dad? when YOU met my dad?, when we rode the tricycle to ateneo? (ahah), when i told you na bakla ka kasi PINK ung fone mo?

i miss the way you’d fix my hair, para wala sa face, the way you`d comfort me and say everything will be alright, the way you’d say you miss me, the way you’d argue with me para u could get a hair cut, the way you say “un lang” and smile, the way you’d make lambing, hehe.,I MISS EVERYTHING.

alot of memories for a YEAR spent together. i could write them all but it would take me awhile. ahaha. nag dradrama nanaman ako.

argh its jan 2 today, and for those who know me well, they’d know what this day means to me. (or meant na), ahaha, im being mushy and shit today and that’s not good!ü BAD BAD BAD!!ü

well i guess all i want to say is that i miss you. Ikaw.

BSTA MISS NA KITA!ü OO IKAW!ü

*well i guess everything has to end huh?*

okay, so wala lang. alot of people as me the same question when they see me after a long time. "uy mara, panu ka pumayat?". compliment!ü seeing me weighing over a 180 pounds before makes them wonder where the weight had gone. so yeh, DIET? malamang nag diet ako!ü water theraphy? tried that too. ( hinde nga lang nag work. Hhaha). EXERCISE? once in a blue moonü hehe. i was talking to one of my kabarkadas kanina, we were like ranting about us, that we want to be super slim. (especially for the prom). i got inspired and decided to write my so-called "diet tips". i dont know if it would work for you, hopefully it would. kasi sakin nag work eh.ü

1. EAT REGULARLY

-- yeah, dont, as in DONT skip meals. bad un!ü once you skip a meal kasi, your metabolism will slow down and your stomach will produce acids (kaya may ULCER). so when you eat again (malamang madami kasi you didnt eat pa), mabagal mag buburn ung food. see.ü

2. eat 4-5 times a day

-- yep! hehe. i got suprised when i heard this from my dad before. i was like "ANU? BAKIT AKO KAKAIN NG GANYAN KA DAMI?". then he told me, to eat 4-5 times in small servings. like eat whenever you want to. eat an apple, then after a few hours eat again. eat skyflakes.!ü parang ganun. dont starve yourself saying na tataba ka if you eat! NOOOO!! ü

3. EAT EVERYTHING

-- hehe. u got that right. eat everything! PERO, small amounts lang. hehe, for example, in parties , instead of getting 2 pieces of chicken, just get a piece. dont deprive yourself of food you want to eat. it wouldnt hurt if you eat it, just eat in right servings.

4. EAT HEALTHY

-- avoid greasy/oily food. food w/ too much salt, kasi stay in your body and store as FAT. napupunta sa mga tummies, sa arms, sa legs. EVERYWHERE!! ü *kay ung mga people na mahilig sa chips, and fried food madaling tumaba. ü*

5. EXERCISE REGULARLY

-- dieting would be useless w/o exercise. you dont have to go to the gym fot this. jog ka lang for 30-45 mins everyday. or brisk walking around the park. just to sweat alittle. i would not only make you look better, but its also good for your health. reduces heart attacks. HAHAü this is best done with a friend w/you. para you wouldnt get bored while walking. hinde nmn hassle un eh! ü

6. KNOW YOUR LIMITS.

-- an average teen like me (girl) should have a limit of 2000-2500 calories per day. you lang dapat. excess of it would store as fat kasi hinde siya ma buburn. 500 calories per meal para na buburn agad.i was in the clinic once and i saw this scale. sabi dun, para sa isang babaeng katulad ko na ung height 5'5 my average weight would have to be between 112-125. least than that i would be underweight and more i would be overweight *malamang*. HAHA! ü

7. BE HAPPY

-- be happy w/ what you're doing. it'll be useless, if you're not happy. you'll tend to lose interest, and go back to you regular lifestyle.ü ehehheü DBA?

soo un. kunwari diet expert ako!ü BWAHEHE! ü wonder where i got the knowledge about dieting and sh*t?ü from my dad. doctor eh.ü eheeh. and u read alot of health mags.ü ehehe. LOOSER!ü but anywway... un nga. i hope i helped, kahit konti langü

here are some pics of me before.ü compare nioü


mara before.ü (1st year)

mara after.recently.ü

yeah yeah. since alot of people are asking who "bear" is. etoh. im making a short blog about him. ü nax. ü etoh muna ung mini-411 niaü

name: eugene o. bunyi
nickname: gino/bear/eugene
age: 16
address: pasig city
bday: aug 10 88
email-add: euge_81088@yahoo.com
school: LSM
about me: golfer. 6"1. kalbo. chinito. tanned skin. mahilig manglibre. bunso. (8th child). shy. quiet.
hobbies: golf. sleeping. bbal. matulog. matulog. matulog. at matulog. (kaya ako 6'1)

** yan. galing yan sakanya.

newei, here's allittle history. i met gino through his friend exo. kasi nitatanong ni exo na pinapatanong ni gino kung may kilala akong miko.

c/o sun cell.

exo : mara, may kilala ka ba daw miko?
mara : miko what?
exo : *oy gino! miko what daw?*
gino: miko kjkfjdfjkdafj, ung nag lalaro ng golf.
exo: narinig mo? miko kjkfjdfjkdafj daw. kagolf niya ata.
mara: ahh oo. seatmate/classmate/groupmate ko.

so un. dun kami 1st nagusap. hinde actuallay usap, pero parang ganun na nga.

he got my number pala from exo or a friend that night. ang galing nga eh, turns out, friend siya nung family friend ko. best friends pa ata eh. kabarkada nia pa. ehehe. galing sobrang small world. ehehe. connect connect. ü ahha.

so un. short history ni gino.ü

wait, wonder why i call him bear?ü eehhee. d ko din alam kung panu nag start. pero parang kasi siya bear eh! ü ahaha. ang bait bait, sooooopppeerrrrrrrrrrrr tahimik!ü as in total opposites kami, kasi ako maliit, cia matangkad. ako maingay siya tahimik. ako bruha, cia mabait. ayus toh! ü labo nga eh! ü

hala. huli kami! ü yeah yeah. actually ako lang. huli akong may kasama boy! ü HALA!! ü kasi naman c gino eh. nag stop pa! so anywaaayy. lagot. ü ahaha.

i went to makati yesterday telling my parents that i was with my "girlfriends". saying na mag strstroll lang kami to buy gifts. so they let me. pero kasama ko talaga c BEAR. so un, we went to m1 to buy MORE cds. eheheü tas ung plan, punta na kami galle para nga hinde mahuli. *kasi my mom was in g4 too*. so anyway, pagka-buy nung cds *cia nanaman nag bayad. HAHA*. bilis kami naglakad para hinde mahuli, eh un, while walking, biglang may nag kalabit sa shoulders ko, so parang ako.. "hey?".. turns out, my OTHER relatives were also there. so parang ako.. "WTF?" so un, panic panic, i expected gino to continue walking na parang hinde kami magkasama.. but NOOOOOOOOOO. he stopped too. argh! ü so un HULI!. my tito was like "hey i know you! (pointing at me), but you? ( pointing at gino) i dont." ü haaaaii, malamang nisumbong ako sa mom ko. sooo un. my mom texted me later that night saying stuff. but atleast my not grounded. ü

gino and i went mall hopping. see. from g4 - gb3 - galle - shang - g4. ahaha ü ang saya. i saw alot of people i know sa galle. eheheü assteeg. ehhhe. ü

we watched -sigaw-. comedy/kakagulat na movie. ü ang kukulit nung mga people dun, sisigaw na sila, wala parin nangyayari. ahaha. naalala ko tuloy nung nanuod kami ng movie sa galle before. w/ cla johnsom, kelvin, paulinians, sarah, nixie. *lahat na yan*. ü kami lang ni sarah ung nag sisigaw sa loob ng movie! ü arrgh! ü mga KJ cla. ü ehehe. owel.ü

im currently broke! ü christmas fever kasi eh! ü. *palimos naman jan oh*.ü owel owel. ü

so un, im gonna post pics nalang.

gino and mara waiting for maras sundo!ü
(nahawa na si gino sa pagka-vain ko! ü bwaheheeh)













*we're vain, so sue us!ü*

ü

	Cheer Bear You're the Care Bear cheerleader! Your spunky personality and optimisim lifts everyone's spirit. Though you want everyone to be happy, you stand your ground on issues you feel strongly about and this can bring disunity among your friends. Despite this, you are a true believer in working together.
Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

yeah yeah. im a sucker for surveys! ü here's one. i got this from TRINS blog. ü ehehe. *NAKAW*.ü

What's the color of your bedroom walls?
. PUURRPLEE!ü

What's inside your closet?
. DAMIT! and sentimental shit.ü

Do you have a carpet or hardwood floor?
. hardwood.

What kind of pictures or stuff are on the walls?
. my dimploma when i was still in kinder.! *bronze medalist baby*ü (kaya naka frame). and the meaning of my name. :mara:

Is your computer in the bedroom?
. none.

Did you make your bed today?
. yep!!! ü

Are your clothes all over the place?
. they used to be.. but i just fixed them.ü

What does ur bed luk like?
. the sheets are yellow, its a queen-size bed. ü uh, wala na?ü

When you walk in the bedroom what's the first thing you smell?
. my ralph perfume. NABASAG kasi ng sister ko eh! ü

Do you have a tv in your room?
. yeah.

Are there any full-length mirrors?
. sadly, wala. ü i asked santa for one, but he didnt give me though. BOOHOOO!

What covers the windows? Curtains or mini blinds?
. curtains. yellow curtains.ü

What's piled up under your bed?
. a pull out bed. ü and a BOOGGEEY MAN!ü

Are the lights bright or dim in the room?
. wala akong light ngayon!ü PUNDIDO!ü

Do you use a little plug in night light?
. always

Do you drink or smoke in your bedroom?
. nope. i dont smoke .ü i never drink alone! ü so whats the use if i drink in my room. edi mag isa lang ako nun? wag nalang.! ü

Are u serious wen it comes to relationships
. of course.

Are you afraid of commitments?
. nope.

Can u luv a person hu doesnt love u?
. aww. at first. pero pag na realize ko na hinde niya ako love, ill let go. ü

do actions speak louder than words?
. YEAHBOI!

hav u felt/found true love?
. i dont think so. ü *sana anjan lang. sa may pasig! ung nag lalaro sa aguinaldo*

how can u say that a person luvs you?
. i dunoe. through his actions i guess.

are you good in handling relationships?
. iuno. ask people around me.

willing to give everything?
. everything as in EVERYTHING?. nope. up to a certain point lang.

best thing uve learned from loving?
. patience. why? basta. ü

wud u let go of some1 u love?
. yup. if that's what make him happy.

are u a one woman man & vice versa type of person?
. YES!

how do u express ur luv to sm1?
. argh. mahirap yan! ü i do shitty things, i try not to be MATARAY. ü

wat is the major reason of a break up?
. idunoe.ü hmm?? nawala ung love nila? no more time? hinde pa ready? I DONT KNOW!

most important ingredient in a relationship?
. TRUST!

ever regret loving someone?
. nope.

one thing u hate about love?
. it makes to do things your not suppose to do.

are you in love?
. hmmm?

with whom?
. HAHA! ü

do u have a bf/gf?
. none.

message to your loved one..
. hey ma! i loveyou! ü hey papi i love you! ü ahahha.

10 IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR BAG:
.wallet, STARBURST, lipgloss, mirror, cell, mints, comb, extra hair tie, hair pins, keys.

9 people you always hang out with
. BGS!ü *sarah, angge, abby, ria, iya, auds, myla, lari*and bear.ü

8 OF YOUR FAVOURITE FOODS:
.singang. kare kare. sisig. banana cake. popcorn. lays original flavor. carbonara. and KETCHUP! ü

7 OF YOUR FAVORITE MOVIES
. ever after, a walk to remember, anastasia, little mermaid, sixth sense, incredibles, oceans 11.

6 qualities/things u like in a guy if ur a girl/girl if ur a guy
. gentleman, god-fearing, serious when needed, makulit, sweet, honest.

5 qualities/things u dont like in a guy/girl
.poor hygiene, arrogant, mayaang, bastos, player.

4 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
. god, loved ones, my phone and MONEY!ü

3 IDEAL GIFTS YOU WANT TO RECIEVE
. an ipod!ü (numbeerr ONE yan). b&g blue na perfume. yellow chucks.ü

2 people you run to for advice
. my mom. and someone else.! ü *wink*. ahhahü

1 PERSON YOU WANT TO LIVE WITH FOR THE
REST OF YOUR Life (aside from God and family)
. i duno yet.ü

cno mdalas mong ksama sa skul?
. BGs.ü

ano pnaka ayaw mong subject?
. philosophy!

ano gnagwa mo pag wla tcher nyo?
. nag ttext. or nag chichika sa katabi or nag cracram for the test sa next subj.

ano gnagawa mo pgkatapos ng klase?
. kiss (beso) sa mga BGs, tas uwi na ü

may crush ka ba sa skul nyo?
. oo. si angelus! ü *code name yan*.

ano pkiramdam pag nakikita mo crush mo?
. wala. naaliw. kasi bata palang. gwapo na! ü *freshiie plaang eh*

ano na ggawin mo pgkatapos mong sagutan ito?
. ligo tapos TULOG.ü

cno kasama mo ngaun?
. wala. ü

ang nsa dialled #s ko ay…
. gino, mom, ria, abby, 211, and 6 unknown #s.

huling kinain ko ay…
. asado and rice. w/ itlog na maalat and tomatoes! ü

ayoko talagang…
. mamatay.

Mahirap mgmahal kapag…
. ayaw ka nung tao.

R U BORED?
. nope!

HOW IS UR LIFE NOWADAYS?
. its okey. ü

MALE BEST FRIEND/S?
. bear. ü

FEMALE BEST FRIEND/S?
. uhm angge.ü

D LONGEST CONVERSATION ON D PHONE?
. 13 hours.

WHAT SONG/s IS APPLICABLE 2 YOU RYT NOW?
.awit ng saya & tibok ng puso. -MYMP.

FRIEND(S) U MISS?
. the bgs. miguel. bear.

WAT IS IN UR MIND RIGHT NOW?
. hmm?ü

WAT R U LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
. awitngsaya.

DO U THINK LIFE IS UNFAIR?
. i sure do.

WAT ANNOYS U D MOST?
. mga malalanding lalaki.

WAT DO U THINK BOUT UR LOVE LYF RIGHT NOW?
. uhm. wala eh!ü

Matangkad o maLiit?
. u talking to me? MALIIT!

Maingay o tahimik?:
. maingay sa mga taong kilala ko. tahimik sa mga hinde.

Makulit o mabait?:
. both

Singer o dancer?:
. none of the above. ü

Naging totoo ka ba sa pagsagot?
. YEP!

THE WORLD NEEDS…
. love and understanding.

IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
. yellow green.

LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
. bearü

FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
. tuesday.ü

FAVORITE PLACE?
. my roomü

IF YOU COULD TURN BACK TIME, YOU WOULD?
. uhm naahü

WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU THINK OF BEFORE YOU GO TO SLEEP?
. iba iba ehü

WHAT IS YOR MOTTO IN LIFE?
. try and try until u die? ü ahahah. BOOHOO> wala akong maisip eh! ü

WHEN IS YOUR BIRTHDAY
. july 5 88

WHAT TIME IS IT?
. 322pm.

What's In Your CD Player ?
. MYMP cd.

What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
. 9?

Current hairstyle:
. long layered hair.

Current Hate?
. my freshly cut hair! ü ahahha. tatanga tanga kasi eh.ü

One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To:
. walaü chris velasquez! ahahahaahahah! ü d na ata ako kilala nun.

Where Do you want to live when you get married?
. anywhere sa SOUTH.

Number of pillows you sleep w/?
.4ü

What do you wear when you go to sleep:
. big shirt and undies!ü ahaha.

Are you paranoid?!
. yup!

Do you use the fon too much?
. yup! ahaha.

what do you do when you're mad?
. i keep quiet. ahah

ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
. nope! d ko kaya!

do you curse when you're mad?
. YES!

when was the last time you really cried your heart out?
. a year ago

ever cried yourself to sleep?
. alot of times.

ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
. once!

do you cry when you get an injury?
. oo! ahah

do certain songs make you cry?
. yup! mems!

what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
. secretong malupet!

are you normally a happy person?
. oo nmn!

do you wish you were happier?
. nah. im contented

what about being with your friends, does that make u happy?
. yes!

have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
. uh..?

did you ever love a person, and tell them that you love them?
. yup!

have loved someone so much, it made you cry?
. yes!

has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
. yes.

who do you actually hate?
. wala! hehe

ever made a hate list?
. nope.not yet!

have you ever been on a hate list?!
. not that i know of!

have you hated anyone that broke your heart?
. nope. hinde hate.ü

are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
. ahaha YES!

this year`s my worst christmas. grabe. 1st, we didnt go to church as a family. naah. like my mom was sitting at the choir area, my dad, my bro and i were sitting at another area, my sister stayed at the back because she was assigned to bring the baby jesus up front when the GLORIA came. grr. 2nd, we didnt have food to eat nung eve nung xmas. (24 ng gabi). yeah, we were not brought up na nag nonoche buena talaga, we celebrate christmas the day itself, pro MAY PAGKAIN NAMAN. argh. kaka frustrate. my mom and i argued pa about that. i was like "dapat naman may pagkain noh, kahit konti", tas sabi niya "eh sanay na akong hinde kayo, IKAW, kumakain ng dinner eh, so whats the use?". wala, so i just kept quiet. i went upstairs and simply cried. isnt christmas suppose to happy? argh. atleast i had someone to talk to that night. *bear*. 3rd. lonely, lonely lonely christmas. why? because we didnt have relatives to spend it with. yeah. MOST of my cousins and titas and titos migrated abroad. haaii. before, we would have huge parties. exchange gifts, alot of food, noise, smiles. everyone was happy. eh this year, wala. it was just my dad, mom, kuya, sister, lola and me. and some distant relatives na im not close with. owel shitty xmas. hopefully next year mas masaya!!

pero kahit na "sad" ung christmas, atleast i spent it w/ my family. dba dba?ü ibang kids, walang mom or dad. or malayo sila. atleast i was with mine. eheh. ü sooo un, even if i didnt get to open alot of gifts, atleast i got CASH!. yeah boi!! ü i opened alot of red envelopes! ehehe. ü cash cash cash cash. like everyone gave me cash. even my YOUNGER sister. arrgh! ü mayaman siya ah!. she gave me 500!ü for a seven-year-old girl? ahaha. thats alot! ü so un, so now, im not broke! yehboi. but i still have to buy gifts. ehh. labo. ü

badtrip! i didnt get my freakingwish!! ü aahaha. walang hiya, hinde ko kasi na complete ung simbang gabi eh!ü arrgh! ü hassle, owel, there's always next year!ü ehhe..

lol. wala kami maid!ü ehehehe. both went home, and stayed with their families for the holidays! ü ehehe. so now, ako muna si YAYA mara. AHAH!ü i fixed my room, washed the dishes and MADE LABA! ü eehh. i was like :

mara: ma! panu ba mag laba?

mommy: anu? d ka marunong mag laba?

mara: hinde eh. panu nga?

mommy: nakku mara ah, lumaki ka ng ganyan na hinde ka marunong
mag laba? panu ka mag aasawa nian?

mara: marunong naman ako mag luto ah!

mommy: thats not enough noh!

mara: edi mag hahanap ako ng marunong!!

mommy: bsta, mali yan. eh panu kung mag tratrabaho na siya?

mara: ma, mag laba lng nitatanong ko. hinde pag aasawa! ü so? panu nga mag-laba?

ang labo talaga ng mom ko! ü eehee. so newei, i was talking to the caddie of bear kanina while he was playing golf. ahaha. ang kulit nung caddie nia!ü parang manyak ung voice!ü labo eh.ü

so there, im currently bored.ü BOREDD!!ü ang quiet house sa house ko. eheh. owel. ü so un, IM GOING OUT AGAIN TOM!! ü guess niyo kung sino kasama?ü wahihi.ü so un. wala pa din ako gift sakanya. owel. malabo. ü